Maan News Agency, June 28, 2011
At 33, Megan Horan is one of the younger passengers on the US Boat to Gaza. She admits that she is also a newcomer to the issues surrounding Israel and the Occupied Palestinian Territories.
Speaking to Maan News Agency, Horan explains that she attended an interfaith conference last summer, soon after the Israeli raid on the flotilla that left nine activists on the Mavi Marmara dead. A Palestinian speaker who mentioned the recent attempt to break the blockade piqued her interest, as did Ann Wright who spoke of her experience on last year’s US boat, the Challenger 1.
“When I returned to Seattle, I started to really dig,” says Horan, who works in hi-tech.
Because it was important to Horan to get a “balanced” look at the Israeli-Palestinian conflict, she explored many sources on different sides of the issue. Amira Hass’s Drinking the Sea at Gaza was particularly influential, Horan says, as was the work of an American rabbi, Michael Lerner.
She recalls being “shocked” by what she learned.
In the past, Horan recalls, “I was very pro-Israel, I never questioned Israel. Quite honestly, I didn’t think of Palestine—which sounds horrible, but it’s true.”
When asked why, Horan responds, “Because I’m American and they’re our ‘friends.’” She explains that she wasn’t raised to be pro-Israel, per se. It was something she absorbed from the American culture.
“[In the United States, we] are taught in school about how the Jews were persecuted but we don’t learn about the Palestinians.”
She also feels that the mainstream media is problematic.
Pointing to her own experiences, Horan says that the majority of Americans are “very blind” and “don’t understand” what’s happening in Israel and the OPT.
Once she began reading about the issues, Horan began to give a critical eye to American foreign policy. “Where are our tax dollars going?” she asks, referring to the three billion dollars that the US gives to Israel in the form of annual military aid.
Horan, who maintains that she is still a part of the ‘mainstream,’ says that she has gotten some friends interested in the issue.
But, as would be expected whenever one begins to challenge a society’s long-cherished beliefs, she has found herself at the center of debates about Israel.
Since deciding to join the second Freedom Flotilla, Horan says, “I’ve had a lot of people ask me, ‘Don’t you think Israel has a right to exist?’”
Her answer: “Absolutely! But within their own borders—they don’t have a right to control the air space, the sea, and the land [of the Occupied Palestinian Territories].”
Despite her commitment to breaking the Israeli blockade of the Gaza Strip, Horan says, with a laugh, “I would not be considered a bleeding heart liberal.”
When asked if she is a Democrat or Republican, Horan—the youngest of 10 children—shies away from the label.
“It depends on who is running. At times, I lean more Republican,” she says, adding, “I think that’s dangerous to identify yourself with one party.”
Horan explains that her parents, who are Catholic, strongly encouraged her brothers and sisters to be free thinkers. She brings this approach to the Israeli-Palestinian conflict, as well.
“We have to stop identifying ourselves as a nationality,” she says, adding that, for her, the flotilla is “not a nation thing.”
“It’s a human thing.”
Photo: Mya Guarnieri. Megan Horan in Athens. Wit her rucksack strapped to her back, she is ready to go to Gaza.